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| Happy 7th Birthday, my lovely Xanga :] I know I visit you on and off, but don't think I've forgotten about you =] BUT ANYWAYS~ 2011 had a lot of ups and downs, but the downs outweighed the ups. But y'know what? I couldn't have had it any other way. This year taught me so many life lessons that I try to live through every single day now. So 2012, hit me with your best shot >:] | | |
| they'd know that I can't stay mad at someone for too long.
Especially to you, Sylvia. No matter how much you piss me off, I don't think I can ever stay mad at you for no longer than a day.
Forgiving & Forgetting is my philosophy. Life's too short to stay mad all the time. heh. | | |
| I've said this plenty of times before, and I'll say it again:
Sometimes my best friend has the most unreasonable [and sometimes stupidest] reasons to be angry at me.
But in the end, I still love her. No matter what.
Even if she cuts my arm off, I'll still love her. Okay, maybe not. But you get what I mean. :] | | |
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You are so weird.
But I like you. =] | | |
| Yes, I know I didn't blog last Monday. There's a perfectly good reason for that. But that's for another blog.
So yesterday two days ago was practically the most romantic night of my life so far =D I went on my first legit date. It was VERY unexpected though.
So there's this guy named Ryan and I met/saw him at school orientation last summer. I totally thought that that would be the last time I would ever see him. I guess I was wrong. It turned out that my friend Nick knows him and he told Ryan to add me on facebook.
Then yesterday afternoon, as Nick and I were off to get lunch, we bumped into Ryan, but he only waved/said hi to Nick, and not me. And then as we went back to school from lunch, we saw him AGAIN and he STILL didn't wave/say hi to me. Then I guess Nick gave Ryan my number because while I was in class, I got a text from a strange number saying "sry I didn't say hi 2 u today :[" lol
Next thing you know, Ryan wanted us to meet up. And so we did. I ended up having a little talk with him and his friends. It was pretty awkward, but pretty funny at the same time. Then after that Nick, Ryan, and I went to Borders because Nick had to get a book for a class.
As we were in the music section, I didn't realize how much in common Ryan and I had. He loves Utada Hikaru....his 3 favorite Lady GaGa songs are the same as mine, etc.........yeahh... My mind was blown. lmao. Later, Nick had to go home to study for his midterms, so Ryan and I decided to go to Signal Hill, which is a park on this very high hill that overlooks a beautiful scenery.
We both watched the sun set while talking about stuff. Dance. ABDC. Coming out to parents. All that jazz. As it was getting dark and the stars were visible, I told him how I always wanted to just lie on the grass and look at the stars with someone. And that's exactly what we did. It felt so nice...
I thought it was really cute when he said "Ahh my hands are getting cold"
"Really? My hands are always warm. here." *grabs his hand*
So there we were. Gazing at the stars while holding each others hand. Next thing you know, he actually brought our hands up to his chest. I just wanted to melt on spot right there. I thought it was so romantic of him. We also had this moment of silence, but it wasn't an awkward silence....it was more of a comfortable silence if you know what I mean.
So then after the park, we went back to campus because he parked his car there [we only used my car to go to the park] and instead of ending the night, we continued on and just roamed around campus at night while holding each other hands. I didn't realize how pretty Cal State Long Beach is at night... it's really nice.
Okay, so this is where it gets pretty awkward.
As we went back to our cars, I hugged him and said "well, I guess that's it for tonight! Thanks for a great day Ryan, I had lots of fun!" and proceeded to go to my car.
He just stood there. HE JUST STOOD THERE. I was thinking "what the heck why isn't he going to his car yet?"
Then it hit me. He wanted a kiss. AJSFDLJKFSJLKFSADJIOUWRE!!
I just gave him a kiss on the cheek, but he said "Y'know...it's okay if you kiss me. I don't mind (:"
but I told him "Err....how about next time?" LOLOL I DIDN'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY. I WAS SO NERVOUS. XDD
but regardless, I had a really fun night with him =] Man, I thought things like this only happened in movies. I've never held hands like that with any guy at all. I'm glad that he was the first one. heheh.
Now I can't wait for the second date :]]
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